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Why didn’t the Lord appear while Thomas was there? Thomas’ reaction is not one of jealousy, resentment, or even self-doubt. For many, those would have been instinctive responses. Thomas’ default was to doubt that it happened. Yet, a week later, he still joined those apostles. So those he did not believe, he still trusted with his life. Those he doubted, he still felt connected to. When the Lord did appear to Thomas, Thomas was quick to respond in love and obedience, and the Lord was quick to receive him—but not before saying, “Blessed are those who have not seen and have believed.”
Are you a doubter among believers or a believer who doubts? Just as an existential threat had paralyzed the disciples with fear, so you may be experiencing indescribable fear, unspeakable heartache, or blinding confusion. Today is Divine Mercy Sunday. Yes, lean on those whose faith can carry you through. But pray for the grace to overcome doubts. The Lord is inviting you to trust him—in all and with all. Believe.